Chapter 24Mr. and Mrs. Antolini are nice. Mr.Antolini was pretty sophisticated guy.
People are mostly hot to have discussion when you're not.
Wilhelm Stekel: The mark of the immature man is that he wants to die nobly for a cause, while the mark of the mature man is that he wants to live humbly for one.
Mr. Antolini keeps talking and talking... Boy, I feel so damn tired all of a sudden.
I woke up all of a sudden. I felt sth on my head... It sacred the hell out of me. It was Mr. Antolini's hand!!
Mr.Antolini was patting on my goddam head while I was sleeping. I'll bet I jumped about a thousand feet! #Creepy
I left Mr. Antolini's house... Boy, I was shaking like a madman. #shakingChapter 25I don't know where the hell to go...
Finally, what I decided I'd do, I decided I'd go away.
I got excited as hell thinking about going away. #ExcitedI wrote phoebe a note and asked someone to being it to her.
@ Phoebe's school. Somebody'd written "Fuck you" on the wall. It drove me damn near crazy.#Crazy #Depressed
Whjile I was waiting for Phoebe in the museum, I met this little kid, he killed me...I would've laughed.
Phoebe came. She said she wanted to go with me and she started to cry. So then I told her, I won't leave.
She didn't wanna go back to school, so I took her for a walk. We played. And I felt so damn happy all of a sudden. #happyChapter 26people keep asking me if I'm going to apply myself when I go back to school next September. It's such a stupid question. #Stupid
How do you know what you're going to do till you do it? Of course, you don't.
DB keeps asking me a lot of questions too. I didn't know what the hell to say.
I sort of miss everybody I told about. I think I even miss that goddam Maurice. It's funny.
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Chapter 21 Chapter 18 Chapter 16: Chapter 13: Chapter 10: Chapter 7: Stradlater blamed me of writing abt a baseball glove. For Chrissake. I don't wanna talk to him anymore. I always smoke in dorm to annoyed Stradlater. God, how I hated Stradlater. I tried to sock Stradlater but I missed. Instead, he had his goddam kness on my chest. I wanna kill him. Stradlater and I got into a huge fight with each other.....that bastard. Do u know what we eat on Saturday nights in Pencey? Steak. But not the way u think... So hard and dry. It's snowing outside! And it was still coming down like a madman. Looked pretty as hell. We started throwing snowballs and horsing around. Very childish but fun. Hanging out with Mal Bossard and Ackley. Just had some hamburgers and now we r playing pinball machine. Back in dorm. Ackley is on my bed and picking his pimples!! I dropped abt a thousands of hints, but I couldn't get rid of him.... Start writing composition. Allie jump into my head. Old Allie.... @Stradlater, TBH, u r a lousy whistler. U always mess a song up, dont ya? #whistler #mess up With Stradlater @ the can. I'm so bored. I don't have anything to do. Can u believe this, Stradlater asked me to write him a composition for English... I'm the one that's flunking out, so ironical. Just found out Stradlater is dating Jane Gallagher. I was so excited. I started telling Stradlater things abt me and Jane. He wasn't interested at all. I want to say hello to old Jane... After Stradlater left, I sat there doing nothing but thinking abt Jane. Ackley barged back in again. For once in my stupid life, I was really glad to see him. Only once. |