Chapter 13:
There is hardly any snow on the sidewalks but it is FREEZING COLD. #snow
I'm so depressed now. I'd like to stop off and have a drink somewhere. #depressed
@ hotel now. An elevator boy just asked me if I would like a throw. And I said okay. Mostly was because I was so depressed and all. #depressed
In my hotel room. Waiting for the prostitute to show up. I hope she will be good looking
That girl was sore as hell when I asked her to get up off my goddam lap....
Chapter 14:
I like Jesus and all but I don't care too much for most of the other stuff in the Bible. #Jesus #Bible
Who's knocking on my door... I have a bad feeling about this... I'm a physic.
The elevator boy and the prostitute came over.... They asked for five bucks. Nonsense!
They left after the elevator boy beat me up. I stayed on floor for a long time....
I'm imagining have Jane over bandage up my guts and then holding cigarette for me to smoke...
I felt like committing suicide and I felt like I wanna jump out the window...#suicide
Chapter 15:
I felt so hungry as soon as I had a cigarette.
I wanna give Jane a buzz, but I'm not sure if I have the mood now.
Anyways, I gave old Sally Hayes a buzz. I knew she was home.
In a sandwich bar @Grand Central Station. There r two nuns sitting next to me. #nuns
Those two nuns r so nice. I gave them ten bucks as contribution. #nuns